necrofiendnoir

havent felt much like being an "artist" the last couple of years, although i have learned a new skill with poser 5. i had the program since its release and at the same time focused on website designs and photography, got frustrated with it & put it down. around feb 2009 i was dismayed by the lack of funds for models, and not to mention some equipment of mine was stolen, then coupled with the economy downturn i was crippled. i sat around bored, got back into poser, smoked alot of pot, drank alot of coffee and now i have taught myself something and still cant afford models. but i am able to supply my own content to my site and blogs, so that

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so there i was, blasted out of my mind, going through my deviantart stuff like people who left messages, or whatever. i will be the first to admit i can be the most random idiot, and sometimes out of order, but its all in good taste(tongue is in cheek), & no harm meant. so i find this journal entry from another deviant,  & i leave a reply to a particular entry that is somewhat familiar territory for myself. i guess i struck a nerve, & it seems like said nerve is exposed... so this will be an open forum for any deviant that wishes to reply to me in anyway shape or form to retaliate for my idiocy. i am also going to erase my friend list, so tha